Did i mention how much i hate negative feelings? I have never been a pessimistic person until these few years. I hate the thought of it, mentioning or bringing it to others. I'm stuck. They told me to be patient, it will be fine because time heals everything. They stopped me, some pushed me, some are tired. Where am i exactly at? I wish i can find back that force that moved me from this. Dont get me wrong, i am not trying to imply anything, it just some inner thoughts translated into words so i really get it. I have seen more so this is nothing, right?


So long since i last blogged. Everything is pretty much the same i guess. Its almost the end of this year, i feel like i have done many things, been through many things, went to many places, but it feels so unreal. I don't know why, too many feelings going inside and before i release them, another thing comes in the way. The lack of time to react. Everyday i feel different, i know its normal but the difference is too drastic to be real. I dont know what is going on inside but it just happens. No idea. At all


Pressed for time but still relieved, this few days have been stressful and relaxed at the same time. Luckily for the people around me, Teresa Char Jessica for yesterday and today, i feel sooooo much better. Had good conversation and make me realised so much. Met Ange and felt soooooo much better too and it was really a good start to my day. feels like meeting your family and u know everything will be fine. Everything will be fine


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