Heart-Brakes

Jia you / 0 comments (+)

They broke up. No, im not going to do anything. Yes, i was confused. But, no. I will say no this time. I will learn to say No from now. I have been too mean to my heart, allow it to get hurt all the time. I will guard it tightly now, so tightly, that nothing can make me change my mindset. Yes, im going to do this.

Start / 0 comments (+)

day one. C'mon i can do this

Lets go / 0 comments (+)

I need to stop being lazy and start work hard .Concentrate, c'mon

就別再為他流淚 / 0 comments (+)

你走了太久一定很累他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆
他其實沒有那麼絕對遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰　轉個彎你還能飛　

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲　
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會
那些你已無所謂

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲　
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的路途中盲目追
以後管他是誰

Some / 0 comments (+)

Just recently,I realised i get disgusted by people easily, especially guys, but there are always some people that i will never ever get sick or disgusted of. I know i am not perfect, i know i am full of flaws, horrible person, i know. I know all human make mistakes and some are inevitable, but i just can't help to feel turn off and disgusted. Damn.

TIRED / 0 comments (+)

tired is an understatement. i want ice cream, pudding, anything cold and sweet

Can't carry on / 0 comments (+)

Work piling up, how to not be stressed? I want this year to be over

tiring day / 0 comments (+)

Never forget to thank god for everything we have

LV bag VS Love / 0 comments (+)

LV company won't just shut down sudddenly, but love just changes anytime, unless you have the confidence to keep supplying love, an LV bag would be a necessity, love would be luxury.

Change / 0 comments (+)

I used to think of you when it is raining, now, i only feel like sleeping on a rainy day.

paranoid / 0 comments (+)

Everytime my family reach home late, i will get damn paranoid, thinking what might happen to them. and i am also afraid when the phone rings when i am alone, i love my family too much, i cant afford to lose them at all. Without them, most of my soul is gone.

why / 0 comments (+)

I haven never been really stressed for my studies, except during secondary 3, i studied so hard to an extend i kept running high fever but i continued spamming physics assessments books, i think that was the most extreme experience. Other than that, i don't feel any stress that is able to threaten me, even during my Os, i still managed to watch dramas. But i think it's coming back to hunt me. I am working on my final year project, i feel sooooooo stressed, can't think of any ideas that is creative enough man. How? sigh, i just got my positive energy with me, now it is depleting.

Ps: my blister at my toe is killing me, it feels more and more painful. fuck it

Letting go / 0 comments (+)

這是一封離別信
寫下我該離開的原因
我在你生命中扮演的角色太模糊了
你對我常忽冷忽熱
我到底是情人還是朋友
愛你是否不該太認真
That's why

I'm letting go
我終於捨得為你放開手
因為愛你愛到我心痛
但你卻不懂
I'm letting go
你對一切的軟弱與怠惰
讓人懷疑你是否愛過我真的愛過我
為你再也找不到藉口
That's when we should let it go

你是呼吸的空氣
脫離不了的地心引力
你在我生命中曾經是我存在的原因
或許就像他們說
愛情只會讓人變愚蠢
自作多情愛得太天真
That's why

在夜深人靜裡想著
心不安血越沸騰
我無助好想哭
我找不到退路

在夜深人靜裡寫著
心慢慢就越變冷
我不恨也不哭
我的眼淚早已哭乾了

Back to the real me / 0 comments (+)

I am back for real.

Have been dreaming for the past 4 years, i have wasted enough time on you.

Have been dwelling in misery, no one deserve this mental torture.

I had enough, it's time to get back on track.

I might not be completely over you, but i know, this time, i will.

There will be one day, i will stand up tall and full of pride.

RIP / 0 comments (+)

Rest in peace jacelyn.

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