Not happy but i don't think i have the right to say that. I'm just pretending it's ok. Im going to try, keep deceiving myself till i can't take it anymore. i truly hate my house internet. it has been years that i dont have smooth internet to surf. I think it's ok for me to say it's not fair. Today has been extremely extremely bad for me. I think that's life, when you are to happy, God is just being jealous and hates to see you being blissful, especially to me. I don't like it ok, it has been rough for me.


看起来很幸福嘛,不要太嚣张,迟早我也会


Finally finished my MST. The week that just passed was hell. Mentally tortured and felt insecure all the time. I want to work but i want to do other stuffs too. Going China next tuesday, bye...


I am so tired now and i have no idea why i am blogging at this hour. I have a horrible exam tomorrow 9 in the morning so logically i shouldnt be staying up. I have not finish studying. What is wrong man. three more papers to go. why must we learn how to treasure life when something hits us in reality such as death? why must we learn it in the hard way? life is too vulnerable, live like it is your last day. anyway, i thought this is a good start, things i used to detest so much, i am now doing my best to accept and take it positively. bye wish me luck


Lets start afresh.


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