"失去的不再回来，回来的不再完美。" 




Just want to lie on my bed forever. Sick and tired of humans

Meet my favorite people today, they are the best <3 Did tons of stupid things, laughed so so so much. Had Frozen Yogurt! :) Seeing them makes me feel safe, like seeing your own family.Meeting them always make me feel alive and remind me at least there is still something sweet in my life. This is my favorite photo of the night. Last week was hard, this week is harder. We can do this, let's go!!!!

Things turn out to be slightly better these two days. Finally had one day off IP yesterday and today to enjoy temporary freedom. God, class was dismissed early and Grace, Char and me ran out of the classroom and screamed like we are released from jail or something. The first freaking time we came school early and go home early. Awesome feeling. Damn happy. Talked to Mike yesterday and instantly felt 10 times happier, he is one of the best person you can talk to when u feel like crap. So so glad to have such a great friend.  Going to work tmr, hopefully its fine. Next week will get even busier but i can do this, im stronger than all these shit. Bye.

Feel so dead. It is only Wednesday i feel like i have been working for years. Waking up damn early, coming home late. So many things to do, so little energy especially when people are not putting in efforts and u have to clear their shit. The whole world is against you, every little plan goes wrong. One of the worst week. Not saying im tired because im still in holiday mode or whatsoever, but all this shit is screwing me up. I am really not a person that likes to bring such negativity to people, but i really need to let this out.


Sunday, last day of this holiday.
Don't know why i keep having this insecure and stress feeling everytime. Last minute decision to meet the clique to watch Perks of being a wallflower. Good film. I realized i only look at the storyline of the movie last time, but now i will focus on the acting and facial expression of the actors, that i might neglect what i going on in the movie. I will buy the book i think, read it again, it is not exactly a straight-forward story. Meet Ange and had Starbucks. We always have endless topics to crap, love spending time with them. Hope tomorrow would be fine, i am going to a job interview > school for lecture > IP meeting > filming maybe? Mum bought my green tea leaves yay and going to Taiwan for x'mas. YAY

Hi guys! Im so happy today!! Waking up with a good dream but ended up late for meeting, chiong like mad, realised i didnt bring my Ezlink card, cursing hard in my heart, thinking it was a bad day. Went to school, did final report draft which was quite smooth? Then went to meeting and it was okay too, impromptu decision to re-film the video and we did it in less than 1 hour?! Feel super accomplished and happy because it was really good and efficient ^.^ Simple things like this in life. Feeling extra happy because i realised i'm constantly in a bad mood everyday, horrible temper of mine. I was telling Char that i piss myself off. LOL. See how ridiculous i am. Shall continue with this good mood~ bye bye...

Went out with my girls. So energetic even when i was running on 3 hours of sleep. But my eyes are shutting as im typing this. Went to strictly pancakes and i order the druggie, i was really nice but too sweet for a meal, gonna order savoury pancakes next time round. Accompanied Ange for her dental, passed by PlayNation to get the voucher, shop a while. Have so many things i want to buy. Vinni finally came back from Jap and she got me so many cute stuffs. That's about it. Relatively good day. I envy people who are nonchalant and carefree, im always uptight and tense, even if i don't show it. Bye.

Not feeling good. Not good at all. Don't like it.
Going out tomorrow, hopefully it helps?

Went for IP meeting today then went to Soupspoon with the girls, tried Pumpkin soup which i am not really fond of. Had Baskin Robbins Rum and Raisins ICE CREAM (my favorite food on earth) :-) Had a good chat with them and Corin came to find us. Persuaded char to go have her hair cut and i went tgt with her to my hairdresser. Wanted to apply job but realized they are not hiring anymore, oh well. Had my fav pudding beancurd from 51 juz now . Yup, that's pretty much it. Not much days left.  Times like this, i need advices from someone like Mike.







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