All my energy are drained to fight this war.
Overboard. I let myself down
everybody hurts. i am no exception.
I push people away. All the time
somehow, i became the third party /
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Me and my wishful thinking. Total failure.
grave mistake /
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I detest the feeling of being misunderstood.I will make the effort to do justice for myself.But now, it feels like some things are better when they are left unexplained. When you try to speak up for yourself, it feels like you are finding excuses to cover your mistakes.So i guess its alright to remain silent. Building walls now. Not going to let anyone hurt me, not even myself. At the end of the day, you will be surprised to realize we are the one hurting and breaking our own hearts. Irony.
I highly doubt that anyone actually reads my blog as its filled with boring stuffs. Am still going to blog. Life has being hectic. Hectic is an understatement. Drowning yourself in work is something good, do try it. I miss 4E2, my clique beyond words. Oh , my brother too. Yes, life has been pretty much the same, i'm still the old me. I'm still doing the same thing making life difficult for myself. Still in my own world. If you know what that means.
Today, is Jia en's birthday. Today's topic for EMC was my greatest love and greatest regret. Today, i must be crazy to be blogging this.